A Very Sincere Apology — by Unknown on

She stepped out of the car as tears rolled down her face, She couldn't bare to look at the person  she loved the most, and the people behind him that she hurt. She knew She had to face reality. Reality was that she felt embrassed ashamed and very disappointed in herself. She said to herself I have been through hell and back and not many people know the truth of what I have been through it's to much to explain. She knew she had to approach each person and tell them  what they had to hear. Truth is she sucks at this kind of stuff. Her fear of losing  finally kicked in and she made sure she said what she had to say. she looked down, looked up at each of them and smiled because reguardless of what she knew if she could just pray to god god will fix  what is needed to be fixed. She knew she couldnt do this by herself but she knew the holy spirit was with her. Slowly approaching them  she said "Words can not express, how sorry that I am to have hurt you, I have tired to replay over and over in my head what it is that I wanted to say but no matter how much I try  the words never seem to come out right. My actions an behaviors have pushed you all away and one thing is for sure, I never wanted to do that.  I never want to lose the people that I really love, and care about, (I dont want to say the names of these people so the names are changed due to privacy) Jack, truth is since is I met you my life has changed and  I don't want to lose the person who has truly become someone that I can go to for anything.  regardless, of how things are right now I will always be here for you. and I do genuiunely love you with all of my heart, nothing will change  that and mean nothing, I am sorry and hope that you can forgive me and that we can move forward from this. Charlie and Shawna,  I am so sorry for putting you guys in a situation where my actions failed to be on point, and that it feels like you can not forgive me.  I have not had the greatest childhood nor the right gudiance to help me through out my journey, meeting you guys, you have become like family to me and our more like the mom and dad that I never had. I have opened my eyes to see that I really need to change my ways before I lose alot of people including you guys.  I am eternally loyal and grateful to have you, jack, charlie and shawna in my life and all I  want is to continue to have you all in my life. She stepped back and looked at all of them with even more tears down her face, her life was filled with negative aspect but these 3 people changed her life to become positive and she didnt want to lose them not even for a second.  She would take a bullet for them and go above and beyond for each of them.  She said to herself these people have shown me something I could have never shown myself WHY? mess that up. PATIENCE  she said  to herself. Looked up laughed walked away in the hopes that father god has answered her prayers  enough that they understand that I love them and dont want to lose them out of her life.   I AM SORRY! Do you Forgive me?
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A Fruity Breakfast ! — by Unknown on

Strawberries & Bananas W/ an addition of grapes

A healthy smart breakfast is a good breakfast. I made strawberry & Banana pancakes with a Strawberry, banana, and grape smoothie 
It was delicious and light.
Adding the fruit into your breakfast provides you to use less sweeting like syrup or honey. With the bananas and strawberries cooked into the pancakes freshly all the sweets from the fruit itself merges into the pancake making is super sweet so you don't have to add more syrup and honey. Yummy
And we all know how our smoothies go. Nice and simple tasty drinks and refreshers keeping our body healthy and on track.

-B
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Styling With Sheila J "Give Your Heart A Break" — by Unknown on

  The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are,
So close yet so far.
Haven't I passed the test?
When will you realize,
Baby, I'm not like the rest?
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to wait
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply
The world is ours. If we want it,
We can take it if you just take my hand.
There's no turning back now.
Baby, try to understand
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to wait
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
When your lips are on my lips
Then our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to wait
So let me give your heart a break
'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Baby, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love    

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Puff Be Gone! — by Unknown on

I suffer from the puffy / tired looking eyes a lot.

One it's my allergies and two I'm a naturally chinky eye girl.

Sometimes it bothers me because when I smile it looks as if my eyes are completely shut.

So why not give some things a try.

I always do the 'Tea Bags' and it actually works. I also tried strawberries one my eyes

after letting them freeze. The coldness of the berries did the trick okay but not perfectly.

I'm attaching a link below for more ways to get rid of those puffy eyes.

Find out which ways work best for you.

I know I can do plenty of them but I still just have a thing for tea bags.

More Ways to get rid of those puffy eyes

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Happy Birthday Rich Chill — by Unknown on

It's 12 Midnight on June 26, and I just had to make sure this is the first  Post you see on your Birthday! A blog post is so much better than a birthday card Birthdays are nature's way of telling us to eat more cake. Rich, you are an amazing person on the inside and out, you are thoughtful  caring and courageous. You are accomplishing things that not many can accomplish. The vision  The dream is only a few short steps away from everything that you ever wanted. Take a step back and become one realization is KEY! Presistence  Drive  Reality  Stop caring about what others think  and only care about those around you who care. Not everyone is for you some people are there to use It is your JOB to figure out who is for you on this journey and who is not! NOW  is the TIME where you HAVE to REALIZE who is really SUPPOSED to be in your LIFE. A person's words can only go so far but actions speak louder  than those we may think we can trust. Every man has a dream but that vision can be destoryed by the company he keeps. The world has 8 billion people in the world out of 8 billion there's one person who vows to stand by your side.   Can you guess who that is?  

Count your life by smiles, not tears.
Count your age by friends, not years.
What is more important than speaking your truth? That is a hard question to answer. Because when you don't speak your truth - your voice is shattered and your heart is broken.


 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

RICH CHILL!

 

   

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Music Monday Playlist — by Unknown on

I am on the grind and I am not going anywhere
1. Say Yeah - Wiz Khalifa 

 2. Could You Ever Love Me That Way? - Nikki Flores  

  3. Where Did He Go? - Keri Hilson  

  4. I Was Here - Beyonce  

  5. Hard - Rihanna ft. Jezzy   

 
6. Bell Biv Devoe Poison 

Whats in your playlist?

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STYLE SCAN GIVEAWAY — by Unknown on

a Rafflecopter giveaway         The winner will be announced on the StyleScan facebook page and all other social media.  The contest is for 3 items:

1. Red Sequin Dress: http://www.stylescan.co/collections/tops/products/bridgett-large-sequin-cap-sleeve-dress
2. Raspberry Skater Dress: http://www.stylescan.co/collections/tops/products/raspberry-skater-dress
3. Pair of earrings: http://www.stylescan.co/collections/handbags-scarves/products/mikah-gold-red-earrings
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